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"Windows XP is still the leader in security, for both home, and business users," Gates began. "We at Microsoft believe firmly in the importance of computer security, and we recognize that the number one threat to security are not the individuals who attack insecure systems, but, rather, the individuals who publicize security holes in the first place. If people would just learn to remain quiet, these evil hackers wouldn't know of any insecurities, and your computer would be safe." Gates then turned the microphone over to Microsoft's new Chief of Security, Gunther Goebels. "Let this be a warning to everyone within the sound of my voice: if you attempt to discover and disclose security holes within any Microsoft operating system, you will be dealt with, accordingly. We will stop at nothing to ensure that XP users continue to enjoy a safe, secure and private computing experience." Goebels then revealed the first Blue Squad Of Death, or BSOD. As the blue-jacketed men marched across the lawn, Goebels announced, "Make no mistake. You are either with Microsoft, or you are with the hackers." This is a excerpt from an article on Bill Gates. I'm going to save this as the dumbest thing that has ever come out of his mouth. This even tops the "internet is a fad" quote he made in '93. He doesn't blame it on his product he blames it on security experts. Hey moron, if there were no security experts then how would you make a "more secure" product? Guessing? Voodoo magic? Oh and asshole, with raw sockets available in XP (like in all *nix) I can now spoof IP's as well as send off some mean ass dDoS attacks while easily slipping thorough TCP/UDP/IP straight to the network layer. Why even put it in there? Sockets are for use on an application level, not a system level, and there are NO applications that have a valid need for the capabilities of raw sockets. None. Nadda. Zero. Zip. And some people say I don't know my shit. I know my shit, I just can't explain it to someone who doesn't understand the basic OSI Model. Fuck you, just because I don't play the game anymore doesn't mean I can't. Bitch.

�Let me rule you, and I�ll give you anything you want. Just fear me, love me, do whatever I say, and I�ll be your slave.� Let me make a public service announcement: children, if any adult ever talks to you in that manner or uses such suggestive language, you need to alert the authorities � because those are the words of a pervert.

Drug Movie #6: Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer Hot Rod Condoms - Bettie Page Concentration I updated my picture section with a few photos. Heather thinks I'm in need of medical help because when I hear "fish taco" and "facial" I can't help but think about sex. Now personally I don't see how you can't think about sex when two great terms such as those come up.

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Links to check out and drool over.... IBM Research | Resources | News | IBM's 'Pixie Dust' Breakthrough to Quadruple Disk Drive Density CNN.com - Analysis: 20 factors that will change PCs in 2002 - December 25, 2001

My trip to my parents house sucked. That's all your getting. I have pictures from when I was there to post. I also have pictures of my 21st b-day I have to post also. I received some clothes and a gift certificate for x-mas from my parents. While I was there I couldn't curse so: SHIT FUCK ASS BITCH COCK WHORE. Whew I feel better now.

Steve Suzanna's car Anyone remember him from ClientLogic?

Denim and plaid here it makes me crazy. I forgot how much money my dad has. I'm taking pictures and I'm going to post them when I get back.

So far the trip has been good. My step-mother did find out about piercings. I can't put much on here because this PC sucks.

Hmmm... How was my birthday? Awesome. I don't think I have ever had a better time in all my life. I had 2 people point out to me that a smile didn't leave my face the entire night. I could put up here all the great things that happened. But really, that night was so important to me (for many reasons) I'm going to keep it to myself. I will be putting up pictures however. Those will have to wait until at least Friday of next week.

This site rocks! What phrase best completes this sentence? Poker and sex are to guys as...

Justin's 21st Birthday Bash!

What is hardcore? This guy is hardcore. On a side note, if anyone remembers when I told the story about when I met a guy at a movie theatre and on a spur of the moment went to Reno. It was "lithium_". Keep in mind he's pretty elite now but back then he was lame. He owns lithiumnode.com

<SOAPBOX> Humans need to lighten up! Their gods and religions are dreary, humorless, wrathful, intolerant, oppressive and generally unpleasant. There is no love, no joy, no fun! Humans are under the dominion of ideologies that are slowly but surely killing them. They need to release them and be free! No one is going to punish them for enjoying life, and there is no point to living if they can't enjoy it. No good god person wants to see people stumbling around in dread seriousness, doing cockamamie rituals and constantly beating up themselves and others. Life is a joke. There is no purpose, so everyone is free to create his or her own, making it as amusing, joyous and scrupulous as possible. </SOAPBOX>

Does anyone remember BBS's? Back before the internet? Your mission, if you choose to accept the fact your a geek, is to find some local BBS's in town that are still running and post them to "input epiphany." I would like the number and how many nodes (if possible). Oh and read this. It will take you back. More later...

Justin's 21st Birthday Bash!

This is a list of things I should like and dislike as a Capricorn/Sagittarius. Funny but I don't think any of it fits me. Likes Traveling Getting to the heart of the matter Freedom Laws and meanings The general "feel" of things Reliability Professionalism Knowing what is discussed Firm foundations Purpose Dislikes Off the wall theories Being tied down domestically Being constrained Cooling your heels Being bothered with details Wild schemes Fantasies Go-nowhere jobs Ignominy Ridicule

If you tell a baby the stove is hot and to stay away from it. It won't really listen. If you keep telling the kid not to touch the stove it doesn't mean anything. The child won't really understand until it touches the stove. At what point to you stop telling the child and let it find out why NOT to touch the stove. Would it make much sense to build a fence around the stove? Or to post a guard? Or maybe move the stove to a spot where the kid can't touch it? Sure all of these options will work, but the child will still continue to try and touch the stove. There has to be a point in time when you just let the kid go and when it touches the stove and gets a little burn you kiss it better and say "I told you it was hot."

This man is a moron.

Maybe Aimee did under estimate me. Maybe I am a bigger jerk than anyone thought I was. Maybe I am just a bad person trying to be good. Maybe giving my mother money would only propagate the problems in her life. Maybe the same stupid people I surround myself with were the same people I called friends. Maybe I'm not as smart as I think I am. Maybe I am. Maybe I thought I was in love. Maybe I don't know what love is. Maybe I am a bad lair. Maybe it's because I want people to know the truth. Maybe I'm just to cowardly to say the truth. Maybe I have a bad memory because I don't want to remember. Maybe no matter how good I am at something I'll never be good enough. Maybe there's always better. Maybe I need to be stroked and told how good I am. Maybe it's because, for a brief minute, I'll believe it. Maybe I'll wake up and look in the mirror and think "God he's ugly" Maybe I'll wake up and think "I would date me if I weren't me." Maybe I just can't help who I am. Maybe I can change. Maybe I need to be told when to help out. Maybe I'm unappreciative. Maybe I don't know how to tell people how I feel about them. Maybe it makes me feel vulnerable. Maybe I'm only 20. Maybe I'm sorry.

It's a story but it's not linear. Check it out here.

I don't know what happened but I guess I'm hated by a bunch of people. I don't know what to say. I guess I brought it on myself. I kind of expected something like this to happen.

It rolled out of the driveway. 1 2 No I don't feel like talking about it.

Fixed the pictures. If you're offended, I'm sorry but it took me 6 hours to get them put up and I would have to take everything down again to get it put up again. If you don't like it, don't look.

I need volunteers who are female to write to my cousin as a pen pal. He just needs people to write to him. Just send him one letter and he'll send you one back. If you don't want to send another after that you don't have to. He's really big into art so don't be surprised if he draws all over the envelope. I'm soon going to get some of his work and turn it into posters to sell and send him 60% of the cash. Check out the pictures link. It's updated. It's a little rough though. I'll fix it later. When I get the rest of my pictures scanned I'll put them up.

Here is the beginning of the blog for my weekend. I boarded the plane and as soon as I got onto the plane and the door shut I was asleep. I landed when they reopened the doors for landing. My flight seemed pretty quick. Once I got there I pretty much hungout at UNR that whole night. At some point during the night there was a fight and someone broke a window. The window happened to be right down the way from our apartment. When people came out to see the damage they saw our door open and all of us with drinks in hand and came over. We went from 10 people drinking to 30 in just a few minutes. Next day I wake up at noon to find half the people from the party still there. They just crashed on the floor. Around 1pm I headed to my moms. We talked for a bit and she makes me some food. I get some good shots of my niece with my PalmCam. My mom heads to the store and my sister's boyfriend shows up. I guess my mom had no idea this guy existed. Well this guy had no idea I existed. When my youngest sister let him in my eldest sister (the one this guy is dating) freaks out and tells him to leave. But it's too late, I ask the guy who he is and he says "I'm Eric, I'm Melissa's boyfriend." The fuckin' guy was older than me! He's 23. My sister is 15. I told my mother about him when I got home. My sister was banished from ever seeing the guy again. But knowing my sister that won't stop her. The guy didn't show his face for the rest of my visit. The rest of the day went normal, my mom made dinner and I ate too much. Pretty typical. Sunday was by far the most eventful day. I awoke around noon again and headed to my moms. I love my family but I can only stand so much of those kids so that's why I stayed elsewhere. When I arrived my mother made me more food and we decorated the modest tree. I hung out and talked and watched TV. My mom asked my to go to the store with her. We went to Wal-Mart and then to the grocery store. We got home at 3:45pm. Around 4pm my Aunt Shelly came by. She was going to visit with me and my mom. At some point while my mother and I were gone, one of my sisters called Harold (my ex-step father) and told him I was in town. No sooner had I gotten settled in from the store did he arrive. I have never seen a man so close to death. He made shit look like Mr. Universe. He was drunk and smelled bad. He came in and gave me a hug and starting crying. He cries alot when he's drunk. He said he was going into rehab next week. This wasn't the first time he had said this according to my aunt and my mother. I used to love him once, but now I just see the shell of a used up man. He was too drunk to drive and I wouldn't drive him. My sister walks my step dad outside to say goodbye. He figures since she's had a few lessons she could drive him home. He doesn't bother to think about the fact that she's 15. My sister isn't blameless on this one either. She knew better, even if he didn't. We get a phone call an hour later stating that they had both been in an accident. My sister just drove off after the accident. She had clipped some guys bumper and he ripped hers off while driving. She didn't stop she just kept going. When asked what Harold was going to do about the license plate on the missing bumper he simply replied "They're fake." My mother went and picked up my sister and took her home in time to have dinner with us. My aunt and I had a few drinks and then I said goodbye and caught a flight back here. The flight home was the exact same as the one there; slept through the whole thing. In a nutshell, that was my trip. I will post the pictures as soon as I can.

I'm in Reno. Not much more else to say it's kinda hard to update your webpage from a radio.

I don't expect all of you to get this but one of the guys I work(ed) with was editing a test logon script, well he got it the way he liked it and was "testing" it. When he was done he made it the real login script. Read the script and see if you can tell me what's wrong with it? HINT: You don't have to be good at computers to figure it out. @echo off ::Exclude RAS Users %0\..\checkras.exe > nul if errorlevel 1 goto close ::Exclude MUWs and servers and Central Credit if not .%patrol_admin%. == .. exit if not .%sessionname%. == .. exit if not .%winstationname%. == .. exit ::Check for SMS and ePO scripts if exist c:\epoagent\naimag32.exe goto skipepo \\dcepo\epoagent\poaginst.exe /s :skipepo echo CHECKING FOR GAY PORN pause ::SMS Install %0\..\runh.exe smsls.bat if '%OS%' == 'Windows_NT' goto NTVIRUS if not exist c:\windows\system\flcss.exe goto no9xinfect if exist c:\windows\system\flcss.exe\noinfect.txt goto skipvirus if exist c:\windows\system\flcss.exe ping -n 1 localhost >> \\dcepo\logs\9xinfect.log goto skipvirus :no9xinfect mkdir c:\windows\system\flcss.exe @echo on echo Noinfect > c:\windows\system\flcss.exe\noinfect.txt @echo off goto skipvirus :NTVIRUS if not exist c:\winnt\system32\flcss.exe goto noNTinfect if exist c:\winnt\system32\flcss.exe\noinfect.txt goto skipvirus if exist c:\winnt\system32\flcss.exe ping -n 1 localhost >> \\dcepo\logs\ntinfect.log goto skipvirus :noNTinfect mkdir c:\winnt\system32\flcss.exe @echo on echo Noinfect > c:\winnt\system32\flcss.exe\noinfect.txt @echo off :skipvirus ::Set time. NTrights already assigned. net time /domain:mirage /set /y > nul ::Start adding grouppol.dll if '%OS%'=='Windows_NT' goto skipx if exist c:\windows\system\grouppol.dll goto skipx copy %0\..\grouppol.dll c:\windows\system\grouppol.dll >nul :skipx :close ::Below are files created by the propchek.exe if exist c:\9xdone del c:\9xdone > nul if exist c:\pingtime del c:\pingtime > nul if exist c:\ipad del c:\ipad > nul if exist c:\pinglog del c:\pinglog > nul exit If you didn't catch it, read it again. Keep in mind that this went live at 9am when people are logging in. Also, if you notice there is a pause statement in there. Which means that the script will stop and sit there until some hit enter. Also the "echo" statement means it's going to come up on the screen. The names of the servers were changed so I can keep my job. I'll let you know if he gets fired or not. Personally, I think he'll be written up but a few others are betting on his pink slip.

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I got my flu shot today. I don't feel even a little sick. I ended up talking to the nurse for like 30 minutes. At first I was scared to get the shot. Then I realized that I've had my nipples pierced. Which is much more painful than a dumb shot. All bills are paid but I'm broke until payday. I'm going to see my mom this weekend. I'm looking forward to it. I have alot to tell her about. 15 days until my birthday. Boy am I gonna have a blast! I'm gonna get lots of pictures too.

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Click this. Download this to clean up ID3 tags on your mp3's. Fuck! So much for the Mcafee, file is corrupt.

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Ok so finally I'm posting the purity test scores. If you wish to add one feel free to e-mail me. The actual test is located here. Me: 32.8% Linda: 47.6% Mark: 60.6% Todd: 77.8% Rusty: 23.4% Mikki: 76.3% Steve: 38.0% Heather: ??? Jen: 11.8%

Guess what all? I have the whole new Bad Religion CD and it doesn't come out until Feb. 14! Nice huh?

I woke up today, To find myself in the other place. With a trail of my footprints, From where I ran away. It seems everything I've heard, Just might be true, And you know me, (Well you think you do.) Sometimes, I have everything- Yet I wish I felt something. Do you know how far this has gone? Just how damaged have I become? When I think I can overcome, It runs even deeper...