Sleep is for the weak.

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Cam is up.

"Windows XP is still the leader in security, for both home, and business users," Gates began. "We at Microsoft believe firmly in the importance of computer security, and we recognize that the number one threat to security are not the individuals who attack insecure systems, but, rather, the individuals who publicize security holes in the first place. If people would just learn to remain quiet, these evil hackers wouldn't know of any insecurities, and your computer would be safe." Gates then turned the microphone over to Microsoft's new Chief of Security, Gunther Goebels. "Let this be a warning to everyone within the sound of my voice: if you attempt to discover and disclose security holes within any Microsoft operating system, you will be dealt with, accordingly. We will stop at nothing to ensure that XP users continue to enjoy a safe, secure and private computing experience." Goebels then revealed the first Blue Squad Of Death, or BSOD. As the blue-jacketed men marched across the lawn, Goebels announced, "Make no mistake. You are either with Microsoft, or you are with the hackers." This is a excerpt from an article on Bill Gates. I'm going to save this as the dumbest thing that has ever come out of his mouth. This even tops the "internet is a fad" quote he made in '93. He doesn't blame it on his product he blames it on security experts. Hey moron, if there were no security experts then how would you make a "more secure" product? Guessing? Voodoo magic? Oh and asshole, with raw sockets available in XP (like in all *nix) I can now spoof IP's as well as send off some mean ass dDoS attacks while easily slipping thorough TCP/UDP/IP straight to the network layer. Why even put it in there? Sockets are for use on an application level, not a system level, and there are NO applications that have a valid need for the capabilities of raw sockets. None. Nadda. Zero. Zip. And some people say I don't know my shit. I know my shit, I just can't explain it to someone who doesn't understand the basic OSI Model. Fuck you, just because I don't play the game anymore doesn't mean I can't. Bitch.

�Let me rule you, and I�ll give you anything you want. Just fear me, love me, do whatever I say, and I�ll be your slave.� Let me make a public service announcement: children, if any adult ever talks to you in that manner or uses such suggestive language, you need to alert the authorities � because those are the words of a pervert.

Drug Movie #6: Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer Hot Rod Condoms - Bettie Page Concentration I updated my picture section with a few photos. Heather thinks I'm in need of medical help because when I hear "fish taco" and "facial" I can't help but think about sex. Now personally I don't see how you can't think about sex when two great terms such as those come up.

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Links to check out and drool over.... IBM Research | Resources | News | IBM's 'Pixie Dust' Breakthrough to Quadruple Disk Drive Density CNN.com - Analysis: 20 factors that will change PCs in 2002 - December 25, 2001

My trip to my parents house sucked. That's all your getting. I have pictures from when I was there to post. I also have pictures of my 21st b-day I have to post also. I received some clothes and a gift certificate for x-mas from my parents. While I was there I couldn't curse so: SHIT FUCK ASS BITCH COCK WHORE. Whew I feel better now.

Steve Suzanna's car Anyone remember him from ClientLogic?

Denim and plaid here it makes me crazy. I forgot how much money my dad has. I'm taking pictures and I'm going to post them when I get back.

So far the trip has been good. My step-mother did find out about piercings. I can't put much on here because this PC sucks.

Hmmm... How was my birthday? Awesome. I don't think I have ever had a better time in all my life. I had 2 people point out to me that a smile didn't leave my face the entire night. I could put up here all the great things that happened. But really, that night was so important to me (for many reasons) I'm going to keep it to myself. I will be putting up pictures however. Those will have to wait until at least Friday of next week.

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Justin's 21st Birthday Bash!

What is hardcore? This guy is hardcore. On a side note, if anyone remembers when I told the story about when I met a guy at a movie theatre and on a spur of the moment went to Reno. It was "lithium_". Keep in mind he's pretty elite now but back then he was lame. He owns lithiumnode.com

<SOAPBOX> Humans need to lighten up! Their gods and religions are dreary, humorless, wrathful, intolerant, oppressive and generally unpleasant. There is no love, no joy, no fun! Humans are under the dominion of ideologies that are slowly but surely killing them. They need to release them and be free! No one is going to punish them for enjoying life, and there is no point to living if they can't enjoy it. No good god person wants to see people stumbling around in dread seriousness, doing cockamamie rituals and constantly beating up themselves and others. Life is a joke. There is no purpose, so everyone is free to create his or her own, making it as amusing, joyous and scrupulous as possible. </SOAPBOX>

Does anyone remember BBS's? Back before the internet? Your mission, if you choose to accept the fact your a geek, is to find some local BBS's in town that are still running and post them to "input epiphany." I would like the number and how many nodes (if possible). Oh and read this. It will take you back. More later...

Justin's 21st Birthday Bash!

This is a list of things I should like and dislike as a Capricorn/Sagittarius. Funny but I don't think any of it fits me. Likes Traveling Getting to the heart of the matter Freedom Laws and meanings The general "feel" of things Reliability Professionalism Knowing what is discussed Firm foundations Purpose Dislikes Off the wall theories Being tied down domestically Being constrained Cooling your heels Being bothered with details Wild schemes Fantasies Go-nowhere jobs Ignominy Ridicule

If you tell a baby the stove is hot and to stay away from it. It won't really listen. If you keep telling the kid not to touch the stove it doesn't mean anything. The child won't really understand until it touches the stove. At what point to you stop telling the child and let it find out why NOT to touch the stove. Would it make much sense to build a fence around the stove? Or to post a guard? Or maybe move the stove to a spot where the kid can't touch it? Sure all of these options will work, but the child will still continue to try and touch the stove. There has to be a point in time when you just let the kid go and when it touches the stove and gets a little burn you kiss it better and say "I told you it was hot."

This man is a moron.

Maybe Aimee did under estimate me. Maybe I am a bigger jerk than anyone thought I was. Maybe I am just a bad person trying to be good. Maybe giving my mother money would only propagate the problems in her life. Maybe the same stupid people I surround myself with were the same people I called friends. Maybe I'm not as smart as I think I am. Maybe I am. Maybe I thought I was in love. Maybe I don't know what love is. Maybe I am a bad lair. Maybe it's because I want people to know the truth. Maybe I'm just to cowardly to say the truth. Maybe I have a bad memory because I don't want to remember. Maybe no matter how good I am at something I'll never be good enough. Maybe there's always better. Maybe I need to be stroked and told how good I am. Maybe it's because, for a brief minute, I'll believe it. Maybe I'll wake up and look in the mirror and think "God he's ugly" Maybe I'll wake up and think "I would date me if I weren't me." Maybe I just can't help who I am. Maybe I can change. Maybe I need to be told when to help out. Maybe I'm unappreciative. Maybe I don't know how to tell people how I feel about them. Maybe it makes me feel vulnerable. Maybe I'm only 20. Maybe I'm sorry.

It's a story but it's not linear. Check it out here.

I don't know what happened but I guess I'm hated by a bunch of people. I don't know what to say. I guess I brought it on myself. I kind of expected something like this to happen.

It rolled out of the driveway. 1 2 No I don't feel like talking about it.

Fixed the pictures. If you're offended, I'm sorry but it took me 6 hours to get them put up and I would have to take everything down again to get it put up again. If you don't like it, don't look.

I need volunteers who are female to write to my cousin as a pen pal. He just needs people to write to him. Just send him one letter and he'll send you one back. If you don't want to send another after that you don't have to. He's really big into art so don't be surprised if he draws all over the envelope. I'm soon going to get some of his work and turn it into posters to sell and send him 60% of the cash. Check out the pictures link. It's updated. It's a little rough though. I'll fix it later. When I get the rest of my pictures scanned I'll put them up.

Here is the beginning of the blog for my weekend. I boarded the plane and as soon as I got onto the plane and the door shut I was asleep. I landed when they reopened the doors for landing. My flight seemed pretty quick. Once I got there I pretty much hungout at UNR that whole night. At some point during the night there was a fight and someone broke a window. The window happened to be right down the way from our apartment. When people came out to see the damage they saw our door open and all of us with drinks in hand and came over. We went from 10 people drinking to 30 in just a few minutes. Next day I wake up at noon to find half the people from the party still there. They just crashed on the floor. Around 1pm I headed to my moms. We talked for a bit and she makes me some food. I get some good shots of my niece with my PalmCam. My mom heads to the store and my sister's boyfriend shows up. I guess my mom had no idea this guy existed. Well this guy had no idea I existed. When my youngest sister let him in my eldest sister (the one this guy is dating) freaks out and tells him to leave. But it's too late, I ask the guy who he is and he says "I'm Eric, I'm Melissa's boyfriend." The fuckin' guy was older than me! He's 23. My sister is 15. I told my mother about him when I got home. My sister was banished from ever seeing the guy again. But knowing my sister that won't stop her. The guy didn't show his face for the rest of my visit. The rest of the day went normal, my mom made dinner and I ate too much. Pretty typical. Sunday was by far the most eventful day. I awoke around noon again and headed to my moms. I love my family but I can only stand so much of those kids so that's why I stayed elsewhere. When I arrived my mother made me more food and we decorated the modest tree. I hung out and talked and watched TV. My mom asked my to go to the store with her. We went to Wal-Mart and then to the grocery store. We got home at 3:45pm. Around 4pm my Aunt Shelly came by. She was going to visit with me and my mom. At some point while my mother and I were gone, one of my sisters called Harold (my ex-step father) and told him I was in town. No sooner had I gotten settled in from the store did he arrive. I have never seen a man so close to death. He made shit look like Mr. Universe. He was drunk and smelled bad. He came in and gave me a hug and starting crying. He cries alot when he's drunk. He said he was going into rehab next week. This wasn't the first time he had said this according to my aunt and my mother. I used to love him once, but now I just see the shell of a used up man. He was too drunk to drive and I wouldn't drive him. My sister walks my step dad outside to say goodbye. He figures since she's had a few lessons she could drive him home. He doesn't bother to think about the fact that she's 15. My sister isn't blameless on this one either. She knew better, even if he didn't. We get a phone call an hour later stating that they had both been in an accident. My sister just drove off after the accident. She had clipped some guys bumper and he ripped hers off while driving. She didn't stop she just kept going. When asked what Harold was going to do about the license plate on the missing bumper he simply replied "They're fake." My mother went and picked up my sister and took her home in time to have dinner with us. My aunt and I had a few drinks and then I said goodbye and caught a flight back here. The flight home was the exact same as the one there; slept through the whole thing. In a nutshell, that was my trip. I will post the pictures as soon as I can.

I'm in Reno. Not much more else to say it's kinda hard to update your webpage from a radio.

I don't expect all of you to get this but one of the guys I work(ed) with was editing a test logon script, well he got it the way he liked it and was "testing" it. When he was done he made it the real login script. Read the script and see if you can tell me what's wrong with it? HINT: You don't have to be good at computers to figure it out. @echo off ::Exclude RAS Users %0\..\checkras.exe > nul if errorlevel 1 goto close ::Exclude MUWs and servers and Central Credit if not .%patrol_admin%. == .. exit if not .%sessionname%. == .. exit if not .%winstationname%. == .. exit ::Check for SMS and ePO scripts if exist c:\epoagent\naimag32.exe goto skipepo \\dcepo\epoagent\poaginst.exe /s :skipepo echo CHECKING FOR GAY PORN pause ::SMS Install %0\..\runh.exe smsls.bat if '%OS%' == 'Windows_NT' goto NTVIRUS if not exist c:\windows\system\flcss.exe goto no9xinfect if exist c:\windows\system\flcss.exe\noinfect.txt goto skipvirus if exist c:\windows\system\flcss.exe ping -n 1 localhost >> \\dcepo\logs\9xinfect.log goto skipvirus :no9xinfect mkdir c:\windows\system\flcss.exe @echo on echo Noinfect > c:\windows\system\flcss.exe\noinfect.txt @echo off goto skipvirus :NTVIRUS if not exist c:\winnt\system32\flcss.exe goto noNTinfect if exist c:\winnt\system32\flcss.exe\noinfect.txt goto skipvirus if exist c:\winnt\system32\flcss.exe ping -n 1 localhost >> \\dcepo\logs\ntinfect.log goto skipvirus :noNTinfect mkdir c:\winnt\system32\flcss.exe @echo on echo Noinfect > c:\winnt\system32\flcss.exe\noinfect.txt @echo off :skipvirus ::Set time. NTrights already assigned. net time /domain:mirage /set /y > nul ::Start adding grouppol.dll if '%OS%'=='Windows_NT' goto skipx if exist c:\windows\system\grouppol.dll goto skipx copy %0\..\grouppol.dll c:\windows\system\grouppol.dll >nul :skipx :close ::Below are files created by the propchek.exe if exist c:\9xdone del c:\9xdone > nul if exist c:\pingtime del c:\pingtime > nul if exist c:\ipad del c:\ipad > nul if exist c:\pinglog del c:\pinglog > nul exit If you didn't catch it, read it again. Keep in mind that this went live at 9am when people are logging in. Also, if you notice there is a pause statement in there. Which means that the script will stop and sit there until some hit enter. Also the "echo" statement means it's going to come up on the screen. The names of the servers were changed so I can keep my job. I'll let you know if he gets fired or not. Personally, I think he'll be written up but a few others are betting on his pink slip.

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I got my flu shot today. I don't feel even a little sick. I ended up talking to the nurse for like 30 minutes. At first I was scared to get the shot. Then I realized that I've had my nipples pierced. Which is much more painful than a dumb shot. All bills are paid but I'm broke until payday. I'm going to see my mom this weekend. I'm looking forward to it. I have alot to tell her about. 15 days until my birthday. Boy am I gonna have a blast! I'm gonna get lots of pictures too.

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Click this. Download this to clean up ID3 tags on your mp3's. Fuck! So much for the Mcafee, file is corrupt.

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Ok so finally I'm posting the purity test scores. If you wish to add one feel free to e-mail me. The actual test is located here. Me: 32.8% Linda: 47.6% Mark: 60.6% Todd: 77.8% Rusty: 23.4% Mikki: 76.3% Steve: 38.0% Heather: ??? Jen: 11.8%

Guess what all? I have the whole new Bad Religion CD and it doesn't come out until Feb. 14! Nice huh?

I woke up today, To find myself in the other place. With a trail of my footprints, From where I ran away. It seems everything I've heard, Just might be true, And you know me, (Well you think you do.) Sometimes, I have everything- Yet I wish I felt something. Do you know how far this has gone? Just how damaged have I become? When I think I can overcome, It runs even deeper...

I saw the coolest bumper sticker it said "Eat a queer fetus for Jesus." Then I found the website for which it came from. Check out this pic.

At 2:20pm yesterday I saw the flashing lights in my head and knew I was in for a world of pain. By 3:45pm I passed out in the men's restroom at work after throwing up all the food I had eaten. The pain had gotten so bad it made me ill. I came to when someone else from infosys woke me up. He noticed I was laying on the floor of the bathroom. I was angry. It had been the only time since this thing had started that I didn't feel pain. At 4:30 pm I'm laying under my desk at work because the lights were too bright. The pain is overwhelming and I wish I were dead. 5:00pm I have to drive myself home. 5:45 I get home after dry heaving at every red light. I honestly didn't think I was going to make it home w/o an accident. 5:50 I'm laying in bed and Tom offers me half a loritab. I accept and now I wakeup at 2:30 in the morning headache free. I do, however, have that post migraine-hangover feeling. It feels like I'm hung over but I haven't drank. I'm ok now, but for all those who wondered where I went for the remainder of the day, now you know.

By request: taken down.

So I have informed all the people who needed to know. I don't hate any of them, I just don't enjoy their company anymore. I don't even feel comfortable around them. They have all been informed. If your friends with these people don't feel like you have to avoid me. Personally, I don't feel I'm in a place to decided who talks to who. As far as those go whom I've had a change of heart with: it was because I realized I was in the wrong.

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I did some re-evaluating of friendships and decided to eliminate a few people. I've also decided to add a few people who I had previously shunned. Don't bother e-mailing me asking me whom. If it's not you then it's none of your business, if it's you then you'll know becuase I don't talk to you anymore. I'm not picking a fight, nor do I want one. I just don't feel these people are what I want in my life right now. If you think you may be on of these people catch me online and I'll tell you if it's you and I'll explain why. But that's it. More later...

Ten rules that make the difference between a "Good Player" and a "Bad Player" 1. Thou Shalt Never Kiss & Tell This is how you get a player's reputation to begin with. Besides, women hate finding out just how naughty they were last night through the grapevine. Keep your mouth shut; it will keep them coming back for more naughty games without having to worry about tarnishing their clean-cut reputations. 2. Thou Shalt Not Make Empty Promises Never lie or make empty promises to a woman just to satisfy your own short-term needs. There is nothing more valuable than a man's word. Once you break it, you are no longer honorable -- and word gets around fast. 3. Thou Shalt Always Show Your Cards You will be surprised at how many women love to play without any strings attached. There is no reason to lie. Let them know where you stand at all times. 4. Thou Shalt Be Charming You need to be charming with everyone including ugly women, older women and even men. Charm is simply the art of letting someone know that you feel good about them, without asking for anything in return. 5. Thou Shalt Be Helpful And Friendly A friendly demeanor will minimize stress and make it easier for you to be charming. Besides, what better way to meet women than through a smile? Some people feel that helping or doing favors for others isn't worth the effort unless there is some sort of beneficial result. The problem with this way of thinking is that sometimes you might underestimate the person in need. 6. Thou Shalt Not Cut Your Wingman's Grass Some men have difficulty approaching women, so they cowardly wait behind enemy lines and let their wingmen do all the hard work before making a move. This is known as cutting your wingman's grass or nipping his wings. Never join a mission unless you're signaled for help or backup. 7. Thou Shalt Never Mock A Fault Men who laugh at the faults or misfortunes of others lose respect of the people around them. Player's proverb: "It takes a lot more courage to laugh at yourself than at others." 8. Thou Shalt Leave Them Wanting More Be generous and share as much of your time as you can spare, but always leave them at the most exciting part of the night. Before things begin to get boring, leave them wanting more. 9. Thou Shalt Worship All Women Besides making a woman feel happy, sexy and respected, you will also make her want to remain in your presence -- especially if you can make her feel this way every day. A good player will treat all women -- beautiful, ugly, short, tall, fat, skinny, young, and old -- in the same manner. 10. Thou Shalt Be Passionate About Everything The important point here is that it has to be genuine. Player's proverb: "Make love as though it is the last time every time -- even with one-night stands -- good first impressions lead to better future sessions."

This is the funniest shit on the planet! Click and be patient. It's worth it.

Check this link out. As I was working today I found a file extension of "*.pee". Now I need one of "*.sex" and one of "*.gay". That would rock. Thanksgiving was really good. I mean as good as it can be considering I slept through like more than half of the evening. I was tired. I put the carburetor on my car and it made it run retarded so I'm going to wait until Monday and have John help me out and tune it up. It's funny I can put one one but I can't tune it. I'm still learning.

So I moved into my new place. Tom is a cool roommate. He's going to be gone for the whole weekend so I have the house to myself. That's excellent. I'm tired. I'm going home and unpacking my stuff and then maybe taking a nap. I need one I'm cranky. I'm installing my carburetor tonight.

No time to type, busy moving...

w0rd.

Ok noone is posting to input epiphany. I had several people ask for me to put it up and now noone posts to it. Look! It's me! I will post the purity scores as soon as I get Aimee, Steve, and Nathan's. For those of you not participating in my birthday drink-a-thon/strip-a-thon here is the updated list for my birthday: TV Tuner card Archos 500204 Jukebox Studio 20 MP3 Player & Hard Drive Beard Trimmer Chilton's Mustang Repair&Tune-up Guide, 1965-73 Color Webcam Coat or Jacket Digital Camera Tool Set Will add more later.... Please keep in mind I'm not asking you to buy me a new one if you can find some of the electronic stuff in a pawn shop, to me, it's just as good.

Well here's an interesting link. I just got a new carb for my car for 60 bucks! I am so tired and I'm listening to the blues. B.B. King and Earl Hooker make up my playlist. I haven't had a day off in almost 12 days.

So much work, but the boss says "I'm doing a good job." So I'm ok.

overcome by your moving temple, overcome by this holiest of altars, so pure, so rare, to witness such an earthly goddess, that i've lost my self control. beyond compelled to throw this dollar down, before your holiest of altars. i'd sell my soul, my self esteem, a dollar at a time, for one chance one kiss, one taste of you, my magdalena. i bear witness to this place, this prayer, so long forgotten, so pure, so rare, to witness such an earthly goddess, that i'd sell my soul, my self esteem, a dollar at a time, for one chance, one kiss, one taste of you, my black madonna. i'd sell my soul, my self esteem, dollar at a time, one taste of you, my magdalena.

This take a special kind of moron. I would like to thank Mike (matzahbal) for the link. You can see his page under the "sites" area. I have a palm pilot now. It's a PALM IIIc. I guy a work with is having money problems and so he sold it to me for cheap. How cheap? Cheap, cheap.

So if you're reading this then my real page is backup. I would like to give thanks to "iframe" for making this all possible. If you have an idea of where to stick the "input epiphany" button let me know.

I've received several scores from the purity test but by request I'm not going to post them. For those of you not participating in my birthday drink-a-thon/strip-a-thon here is what for my birthday: TV Tuner card Archos 500204 Jukebox Studio 20 MP3 Player & Hard Drive Beard Trimmer Chilton's Mustang Repair&Tune-up Guide, 1965-73 Color Webcam Will add more later....

Fuck! I said I would work graves, but now I've been volunteered for day. So I no longer have a weekend. Don't fear though I'm available after 5.

I scored a 32.8 percent on my purity test. Go ahead and take it. Get back to me with the score.

This is cool. You know sometimes I wish I would get into art. Looks like I'm working this weekend. I'm happy. I could use the money. We are winning the war on "fun.love". I'm going to be working graveyard so as to not ruin any plans I may make.

If you have the file flcss.exe on your machine it means you have the "fun.love" virus. Go to this site. It is a free online virus scanner. Bookmark the site and visit at least once a week.

I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid that after I'm dead I'll be forgotten. 200 years from now nobody will give a rats ass what Justin Coffi said or did. It makes me sad. I think that's why I want to join MENSA. Maybe through there I can make connections that will allow me to do something that can change the world. That and it will add some validity to all the theories I have. On another note, I am no better than anyone I have ever looked down upon. That's why I don't judge people now. I know that I am not much better.

The Hollow run desire run this sexual being run him like a blade to and through the heart no conscience one motive to cater to the hollow screaming feed me here fill me up again temporarily pacify this hungering so grow libido throw dominoes of indiscretions down falling all around in cycles circles constantly consuming, conquer and devour it's time to bring this fire down bridle all this indiscretion long enough to edify and permanently fill this hollow feed me fill me up again temporarily pacifying feed me here fill me up again temporarily pacify this hungering

Happy Birthday Steve! Maybe, if you're lucky, this year you can look 13.

This blog will be something to look at until I decide on what I want to put up. This just in...someone I work with for over a year thought, until today, that I was bi-sexual! Weird.