Untitled There are things in this life that I cannot control. No matter how I try I'll never be good enough. I have tried so hard to be what he wants me to be. I cannot change myself anymore. I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I used to say I would always be myself. I don't even know who I am. What in this life is worth living for? I used to know the the answer to that. I have lost all faith in love. Love pushed me away, and broke my heart. I can't see what good there is for me. I am lost forever, and I am alone. I need some guidence, that's what he used to be. No matter what I do I will never live up to him. He will always be above me, I must accept that. He will always have a piece of me. Even though I will never know any part of him.