Here's the score: I love Jenny. I have since the 4th day I met her. My problem was I was scared to commit. So we seperated. After striking out on my own I came to the conclusion that she was the only one for me. But while we were seperated I kept things from her that I shouldn't have. I did things that I shouldn't have. Now I'm afraid she won't ever speak to me again. I've enjoyed my share of female company while separated from her, whether it was just friendship or something more intimate. Sure we had a good time, and I think, for the most part, you're good people. However, I couldn't see myself with anyone but her in the long run. I can't see myself without her. Now I have to make things better.