Changes are coming...

In the next month or two my life is going to be altered. It has yet to be determined whether this change will be for the better. I'm confident if anything goes right that it will be. You know, I really don't like being cryptic it's just that I don't want to get anyone all worked up for something that may not be happening. As soon as I know, I'll make sure those who need to know, will know. Sometimes when I sit and think people ask me what I'm thinking. Most of the time I don't like to share. Sometimes I do. When I have one that I want to share I put it into my Rants and Raves blog. This is a hidden blog that doesn't get published. This one seems to be on topic with the theme for the last few months so I thought I would share:

To know oneself is tougher than it seems. Because we sort of assume we know who we are. Mostly just the good stuff. And maybe scratch the surface of our faults. But to truly know oneself is a life long task, and even that may not be enough time. We tend to flatter ourselves, then criticize ourselves, without ever really getting to know ourselves. We go hot and cold, we're on again, off again, in a stormy love-hate relationship with our own selves. When our hearts stray, and we do things we really don't really intend, say things we don't really mean, we cover it up and we lie to ourselves and we grow distant from well... our own damn selves. Ah, if only we can remain true to who we are, and love who we are, and just be who we are, in spite of ourselves.