The organization of any complex arrangement hinges on the interplay of seemingly haphazard individual events.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Parle Vous Francais?

Does anyone out there understand written french better than the online translators? I have an e-mail that I think is a job offer but the whole thing is in french. I can make out some things but its been years since french class. It could be spam for all I know.

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Knock Knock

I tell myself that all it would take would be for me to just knock on her door and tell her how I miss much her...but I couldn't go back to being that unhappy. Ever.

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

Alarm

I really want to post this morning but I have nothing to post about yet. Oh, wait, I slept through my alarm. It went off, I got up and turned it off, all without waking up. This is difficult to do because there are several step involved in shutting off my alarm. So I got to work an hour late. It's tragic, but I'll live.

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Happy Birthday Wil and welcome to Vegas!

"I'm going to moblog and audioblog from Vega$, so check them out if you need your WWdN fix while I'm gone."

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Not my day at all...

I left the lights on in my car. My battery is dead. I need a jump and I don't have cables.



Update: Yay for 1 year free roadside assistance!

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Mobile Computing

I'm sitting in Borders and a man has brought in his computer. That wouldn't seem weird if it was a laptop. He brought in his desktop PC. That's right. He has the computer box strapped to a dolly and the monitor sitting on a desk. All his plugs are plugged into a power strip which is plugged into a single plug outlet. That is what I call ingenuity.

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At least things don't suck this bad...

I have been busy!! I moved to Logan City Utah it is right outside of Salt Lake so I can be close by during her therapy. I am sorry but Mckenzie is not doing well I don't think she is going to make it through this. She is so sick and in pain almost all the time unless she is on painkillers then she can't remember who I am.


That was an e-mail I got from Nicole. Most of the time I thought she was lying, but I happen to believe her on this one.



Update: Read it here.

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The Me I Don't Know.

I was describe on Friday as calm, cool, and collected. Is that how I present myself? Jesus, it couldn't be further from the truth. I did notice that I get all quiet and analyitcal when I'm angry. I try to work it out logically. For instance, I'm freaking out inside. I have been all week. I don't know how to handle some things. Last week combined with this coming will bring me to my knees. I know this. I can see it coming. I could cry I'm so stressed. But what do people see? They see me slightly short tempered, busier, and preoccupied. I need help with things. 90% of these things people can't help me with and the other 10% I would have to be there holding their hands. Off to the gym now and then back to work...

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Anywhere but here.

I don't want to live my life in Vegas. I've been creating a mental list of possible cities. Anyone have any comments on these cities or have a suggestion* of their own? Seattle Boston San Diego Dallas San Francisco Hell is not an option at this time. I'm on the waiting list though.

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

The Difference is "Application" versus "Innovation"

Schools were designed by Horace Mann and Barnard Sears and Harper of the University of Chicago and Thorndyke of Columbia Teachers College and some other men to be instruments of the scientific management of a mass population. Schools are intended to produce through the application of formulae, formulaic human beings whose behavior can be predicted and controlled. To a very great extent, schools succeed in doing this. But our society is disintegrating, and in such a society, the only successful people are self-reliant, confident, and individualistic - because the community life which protects the dependent and the weak is dead. The products of schooling are, as I've said, irrelevant. Well-schooled people are irrelevant. They can sell film and razor blades, push paper and talk on the telephones, or sit mindlessly before a flickering computer terminal but as human beings they are useless. Useless to others and useless to themselves.
This is an interesting read. I haven't checked out the rest of the site so I don't know how they're trying to spin this speech for their agenda. This speech was given by a "Teacher of the Year" during his acceptance speech. Stop. Ponder the future of this nation.

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The Difference is "Application" versus "Innovation"

Schools were designed by Horace Mann and Barnard Sears and Harper of the University of Chicago and Thorndyke of Columbia Teachers College and some other men to be instruments of the scientific management of a mass population. Schools are intended to produce through the application of formulae, formulaic human beings whose behavior can be predicted and controlled. To a very great extent, schools succeed in doing this. But our society is disintegrating, and in such a society, the only successful people are self-reliant, confident, and individualistic - because the community life which protects the dependent and the weak is dead. The products of schooling are, as I've said, irrelevant. Well-schooled people are irrelevant. They can sell film and razor blades, push paper and talk on the telephones, or sit mindlessly before a flickering computer terminal but as human beings they are useless. Useless to others and useless to themselves.
This is an interesting read. I haven't checked out the rest of the site so I don't know how they're trying to spin this speech for their agenda. This speech was given by a "Teacher of the Year" during his acceptance speech. Stop. Ponder the future of this nation.

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Sunday, March 19, 2006

Shirley Manson

I have fired off batches of knuckle children for that woman.
- Me

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Shirley Manson

I have fired off batches of knuckle children for that woman.

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

mutton

There is a good possibility that I think you're an idiot/moron/tool/sheep. Why? Because I feel that way about 85% of the worlds population. I don't want to turn into an elitest because I detest them. However, I understand now why they chose to go that route. After a while, you just get tired of putting on your sheepskin and searching for other wolves among sheep. Trying to be like everyone else has pulled me into confusion, ambiguity and a life without personal growth. So I have a choice to make: You can't set yourself apart and still blend in. Which will it be?

My friend Rabbit is a prime example. He's an intelligent and uncompromising individual. At the same time, he feels the solitude and sadness that goes with that. It is possible to be like Rabbit and not feel the solitude. It just takes alot of time, work, and patience, moreso than when sifting through the masses. Windy has done a good job of balancing the two. She is truely a minorty amongst the minority.

If you think I'm being a prick then you just don't get it and perhaps you should return to the herd. I'm not being a prick, I'm jaded and pissed off.

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mutton

There is a good possibility that I think you're an idiot/moron/tool/sheep. Why? Because I feel that way about 85% of the worlds population. I don't want to turn into an elitest because I detest them. However, I understand now why they chose to go that route. After a while, you just get tired of putting on your sheepskin and searching for other wolves among sheep. Trying to be like everyone else has pulled me into confusion, ambiguity and a life without personal growth. So I have a choice to make: You can't set yourself apart and still blend in. Which will it be?

My friend Rabbit is a prime example. He's an intelligent and uncompromising individual. At the same time, he feels the solitude and sadness that goes with that. It is possible to be like Rabbit and not feel the solitude. It just takes alot of time, work, and patience, moreso than when sifting through the masses. Windy has done a good job of balancing the two. She is truely a minorty amongst the minority.

If you think I'm being a prick then you just don't get it and perhaps you should return to the herd. I'm not being a prick, I'm jaded and pissed off.

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Monday, March 13, 2006

Republic of the United States

Sandra Day O'Connor, a Republican-appointed judge who retired last month after 24 years on the supreme court, has said the US is in danger of edging towards dictatorship if the party's rightwingers continue to attack the judiciary.

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Republic of the United States

Sandra Day O'Connor, a Republican-appointed judge who retired last month after 24 years on the supreme court, has said the US is in danger of edging towards dictatorship if the party's rightwingers continue to attack the judiciary.

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Republic of the United Statex

Sandra Day O'Connor, a Republican-appointed judge who retired last month after 24 years on the supreme court, has said the US is in danger of edging towards dictatorship if the party's rightwingers continue to attack the judiciary.

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LV or Bust.

I'm tired and I want to come home. My flight is delayed. Woe is me. I wish there was someone here that I could trust to wake me up on time. I'd sleep right now.

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LV or Bust.

I'm tired and I want to come home. My flight is delayed. Woe is me.

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Friday, March 10, 2006

Turn the Inside Out

What am I I am the sum of my experiences shaped by the filtered perception my genetic predisposition has given me. Who am I? I'm more than the sum of my parts; at least the optimist in me would like to think so.

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Happiness Through Clarity.

When you eliminate ambiguity you eliminate misunderstanding. When you eliminate misunderstanding, you limit the drama in your life.

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Happiness Through Clarity.

When you eliminate ambiguity you eliminate misunderstanding. When you eliminate misunderstanding, you limit the drama in your life.

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Happiness Through Clarity.

When you eliminating ambiguity you eliminate misunderstanding. When you eliminate misunderstanding, you limit the drama in your life.

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Monday, March 06, 2006

Words control our thoughts...

It is impossible to get rid of a world without getting rid of the language that conceals and protects it, without laying bare its true nature. As the social truth of power is permanent falsification, language is its permanent guarantee and the Dictionary its universal reference. Mustaha Khayati
Example:
    special interest donations = bribery

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

Oh the revelations...

This was a weekend of learning. I'm not going to spend alot of time going into it but I think I've found the part of me that's been missing. Expression of self. My True self.

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Friday, March 03, 2006

Bill Blackwell: Motorcycle Champion

In case you're wondering: No he doesn't crash.

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The Power of Touch

There are fundamental problems with society. Most people feel that they are alone and that no one understands them; that they stand at a chasm between "self" and "them" that is never to be breached. There is a solution to the problem. Something simple: Touch.

It doesn't have to be sexual or chalked full of emotion. Just by simply touching someone's back, arm, or shoulder you've made a connection with them. Even if they don't notice it, they'll feel it. That feeling, that "connection" is what matters. It's a section that has been missing from the bridge that spans the chasm of one person to the next.

We are social animals and our problem lies in society’s view of "independence". The status quo says you're a better person if you don't need anyone else and never need any help. It's been engrained in all of us. The individual has become an island unto themselves. This is wrong.

I'm not saying we can fix all of the world’s problems with such a simple solution but it would be a turn in the right direction.

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The Power of Touch

There are fundamental problems with society. Most people feel that they are alone and that no one understands them. That they stand at a chasm between "self" and "them" that is never to be breached. There is a solution to the problem. Something simple: Touch.

It doesn't have to be sexual or chalked full of emotion. Just by simply touching someone's back, arm, or shoulder you've made a connection with them. Even if they don't notice it, they'll feel it. That feeling, that "connection" is what matters. It's a section that has been missing from the bridge that spans the chasm of one person to the next.

We are social animals and our problem lies in society’s view of "independence". The status quo says you're a better person if you don't need anyone else and never need any help. It's been engrained in all of us. The individual has become an island unto themselves. This is wrong.

I'm not saying we can fix all of the world’s problems with such a simple solution but it would be a turn in the right direction.

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The Power of Touch

There are fundamental problems with society. Most people feel that they are alone and that no one understands them. Between "self" and "them" is a bottomless chasm never to be breached. There is a solution to the problem. Something simple: Touch.

It doesn't have to be sexual or chalked full of emotion. Just by simply touching someone's back, arm, or shoulder you've made a connection with them. Even if they don't notice it, they'll feel it. That feeling, that "connection" is what matters. It's a section that has been missing from the bridge that spans the chasm of one person to the next.

We are social animals and our problem lies in society’s view of "independence". The status quo says you're a better person if you don't need anyone else and never need any help. It's been engrained in all of us. The individual has become an island unto themselves. This is wrong.

I'm not saying we can fix all of the world’s problems with such a simple solution but it would be a turn in the right direction.

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The Power of Touch

There are fundamental problems with society. Most people feel that they are alone and that no one understands them. Between "self" and "they" is a bottomless chasm never to be breached. There is a solution to the problem. Something simple: Touch.

It doesn't have to be sexual or chalked full of emotion. Just by simply touching someone's back, arm, or shoulder you've made a connection with them. Even if they don't notice it, they'll feel it. That feeling, that "connection" is what matters. It's a section that has been missing from the bridge that spans the chasm of one person to the next.

We are social animals and our problem lies in society’s view of "independence". The status quo says you're a better person if you don't need anyone else and never need any help. It's been engrained in all of us. The individual has become an island unto themselves. This is wrong.

I'm not saying we can fix all of the world’s problems with such a simple solution but it would be a turn in the right direction.

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The Power of Touch

There are fundamental problems with society. Most people feel that they are alone and that no one understands them. Between "self" and "they" is a bottomless chasm never to be breached. There is a solution to the problem. Something simple: Touch.

It doesn't have to be sexual or chalked full of emotion. Just by simply touching someone's back, arm, or shoulder you've made a connection with them. Even if they don't notice it, they'll feel it. That feeling, that "connection" is what matters. It's a section that's missing from the bridge that spans the chasm of one person to the next.

We are social animals and our problem lies in society’s view of "independence". The status quo says you're a better person if you don't need anyone else and never need any help. It's been engrained in all of us. The individual has become an island unto themselves. This is wrong.

I'm not saying we can fix all of the world’s problems with such a simple solution but it would be a turn in the right direction.

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The Power of Touch

There are fundamental problems with society. Most people feel that they are alone and that no one understands them. Between "self" and "they" is a bottomless chasm never to be breached. There is a solution to the problem. Something simple: Touch.

It doesn't have to be sexual or chalked full of emotion. Just by simply touching someone's back, arm, or shoulder you've made a connection with them. Even if they don't notice it, they'll feel it. That feeling, that "connection" is what matters. It's a section that's missing from the bridge that links one person to the next.

We are social animals and our problem lies in society’s view of "independence". The status quo says you're a better person if you don't need anyone else and never need any help. It's been engrained in all of us. The individual has become an island unto themselves. This is wrong.

I'm not saying we can fix all of the world’s problems with such a simple solution but it would be a turn in the right direction.

Please Comment

The Power of Touch

There are fundamental problems with society. Most people feel that they are alone and that no one understands them. Between "self" and "they" is bottomless chasm never to be breached. There is a solution to the problem. Something simple: Touch.

It doesn't have to be sexual or chalked full of emotion. Just by simply touching someone's back, arm, or shoulder you've made a connection with them. Even if they don't notice it, they'll feel it. That feeling, that "connection" is what matters. It's a section that's missing from the bridge that links one person to the next.

We are social animals and our problem lies in society’s view of "independence". The status quo says you're a better person if you don't need anyone else and never need any help. It's been engrained in all of us. The individual has become an island unto themselves. This is wrong.

I'm not saying we can fix all of the world’s problems with such a simple solution but it would be a turn in the right direction.

Please Comment

The Power of Touch

There are fundamental problems with society. Most people feel that they are alone and that no one understands them. There is a solution to the problem. Something simple: Touch.

It doesn't have to be sexual or chalked full of emotion. Just by simply touching someone's back, arm, or shoulder you've made a connection with them. Even if they don't notice it, they'll feel it. That feeling, that "connection" is what matters. It's a section that's missing from the bridge that links one person to the next.

We are social animals and our problem lies in society’s view of "independence". The status quo says you're a better person if you don't need anyone else and never need any help. It's been engrained in all of us. The individual has become an island unto themselves. This is wrong.

I'm not saying we can fix all of the world’s problems with such a simple solution but it would be a turn in the right direction.

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The Power of Touch

There are fundamental problems with society. Most people feel that they are alone and that no one understands them. There is a solution to the problem. Something simple: Touch.

It doesn't have to be sexual or chalked full of emotion. Just by simply touching someone's back, arm, or shoulder you've made a connection with them. Even if they don't notice it, they'll feel it. That feeling, that "connection" is what matters. It's a section that's missing from the bridge that links one person to the next.

We are social animals and our problem lies in society’s view of "independence". The status quo says you're a better person if you don't need anyone else and never need help. It's been engrained in all of us. The individual has become an island unto themselves. This is wrong.

I'm not saying we can fix all of the world’s problems with such a simple solution but it would be a turn in the right direction.

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In between time...

I've been so busy lately. Working mostly. Many exciting things coming down the line for me. I don't want to jinx them.

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The Power of Touch

There are fundamental problems with society. Most people feel that they are alone and that no one understands them. There is a solution to the problem. Something simple: Touch. It doesn't have to be sexual or chalked full of emotion. Just by simply touching someone's back, arm, or shoulder you've made a connection with them. Even if they don't notice it, they'll feel it. That feeling, that "connection" is what matters. It's a section that's missing from the bridge that links one person to the next. We are social animals and our problem lies in society’s view of "independence". The status quo says you're a better person if you don't need anyone else and never need help. It's been engrained in all of us. The individual has become an island unto themselves. This is wrong. I'm not saying we can fix all of the world’s problems with such a simple solution but it would be a turn in the right direction.

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

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