The Me I Don't Know.

I was describe on Friday as calm, cool, and collected. Is that how I present myself? Jesus, it couldn't be further from the truth. I did notice that I get all quiet and analyitcal when I'm angry. I try to work it out logically. For instance, I'm freaking out inside. I have been all week. I don't know how to handle some things. Last week combined with this coming will bring me to my knees. I know this. I can see it coming. I could cry I'm so stressed. But what do people see? They see me slightly short tempered, busier, and preoccupied. I need help with things. 90% of these things people can't help me with and the other 10% I would have to be there holding their hands. Off to the gym now and then back to work...

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