To all those who instant message me and I don't answer: I'm not ignoring you. If I wanted to do that I would push "ignore". Instead I have forgotten to put on an away message. I'm not going to listen to people bitch at me about it anymore. One another note: If I could pick 1 moment to spend eternity in, I'd pick laying imy head in my mothers lap while she drove through Stockton. She would drive and sing and I would lay there. I never felt more safe and secure and loved than right then.