I made my first "Dallas friend" today. He's only been in Dallas for a month or so. His name is Nathan. He's bored and I'm bored. We're both stuck in the ultra-wealthy neighborhood and neither of us have money. He works at Wal-mart and drives a 90 Honda CRX. I do nothing and drive nothing. I can't really drive with a lame foot. What is with me and Wal-mart? He's the third person I know who has worked at Wal-mart while I knew them. I really think our friendship is one of convenience. As soon as we meet other people we'll probably stop hanging out. He's a nice guy I just don't think he and I have a lot in common.
"The job" is going to let me know by the end of the week. Even if they change their mind and choose someone else, I still have an interview tomorrow with RHT. They have something for about 20K less than the cool job. That's still good money so I'm not gonna bitch.
With my foot throbbing like it is, it's times like this that I wish I had a girlfriend. This imaginary girl only came around when I wanted affection. The problem with being single is that you can't cuddle with a girl without implying something more. The problem is having a girlfriend is that you lose some freedoms. I'm at the point now where I'm not ready to give up my freedoms but want someone to be close to. This is the critical point where I tend to get into a relationship prematurely. So I'm thinking, maybe when I've been in my own place for a few months I'll really start to consider trying again. After the pain I felt over the last one I think things will be a little bit different. I don't care if she donates a kidney, I'm not going tell myself "maybe she's it". If she was it, I wouldn't wonder.
Anyone else notice how long my posts have gotten since I got here? It's because I have nothing better to do. I have plenty of time to sit and ponder. If you're actually reading this thing drop me a line jcoffi(at)hotmail(dot)com. Even if I know you. At least then I know I'm not writing to noone.
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